It's been done. It's all out there in the open. The boy's dad and I have had the conversation and there is no turning back. I am filing for divorce. Soon. I talked to my lawyer the other night and as soon as I come up with a better plan it will all start.
He isn't taking it well. But who does. He is begging me for another chance but I have nothing left. I have heard it all before. NOW he wants to go to counseling. NOW he is going to change and be a better person. NOW he wants to put me and the boys first. But NOW is too late. He has had five years to try and I can't anymore.
NOW he is playing the victim. The pathetic sad person who just can't go on. Like I said before, I have nothing. I mean how many of you married women out there could honestly say that you could watch your husband cry, beg and plead and have no change in emotion whatsover.
All I know is that this is going to be hard and I have to have all my bases covered. It could get very ugly and I don't want it too.
I have to do this now though, for my own sanity. Wish me luck!