Wednesday, May 13, 2009


I am having one of those days. The sun is shining and it's a beautiful day and I get out of work at a decent time but I am blah. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Why, do you ask? Why am I pouty and whiny and moody? No It's not PMS time. It's just one of those days. I am overtired and moody and could probably cry if you looked at me the wrong way.

I am feeling sorry for myself and feeling unloved and hopeless and just wish, wish, wish that what I would like to happen would happen.

Sometimes I sit here when I have too much time on my hands and think too much about the wrong thing. Even though I told myself that I don't care about what other people think or do especially ones who were once close to me it still bothers me in a way. I think about my home life and get sad and mad and irritated. I think about the one person I would like to think about and think I should just give it up because it's pointless.

I am just a freakin ray of sunshine today aren't I. It's OK, tomorrow will be a new day and hopefully I will derail from this pity train I am on and get on with it.

Just call me Eyeore, maybe tomorrow will be a better day!

1 comment:

  1. i hate days like your having now. but mine happen right before my period and it lasts almost a week. other than that zoloft takes the gray days away. feel better, in two months will be rockin out to def leppard!